SHE!!

It's been quite a long time without any activity.The following piece was written while I was traveling via the Metro.With nothing much to do,I decided on writing some arbit stuffs as usual & the following was the output.

SHE
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There were times when I felt I'd drown
Under the weight of this imposing crown
Lost my senses,lost myself
Kept my emotions up on the shelf
A place where none dared to breach,
In spite of being within their reach.
Then she came,with all her care
Most of her feelings she dared to share.
Stole away my heart,when I don't know,
Not that I really wanted to know.
The mental match was like divine
Like a fountain finds itself a ravine.
Poured my feelings in her heart
Her absence hurts like a dart
Was it another excuse to get hurt?
Or was it really love this time?
Wavy,curvy was her gorgeous plait
Me,with myself I failed to acquaint
Losing myself,willingly this time
All I wanted was her eyes to shine
Twinkling with joy & glee
For once,they didn't want to flee.

Insanely Sane!!

This was jotted down way back in jan-feb this year maybe.

Instantaneous Insanity
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Staring away into nothingness as a new dawn beckons
Is it really me or is it what none reckons?
long gone are those days of sanity,
hard to stop this growing vanity
try as hard as I might,
lost memories come back & fight
in a battle as good as lost
trying to succeed at any cost.
blank emotions are all I see
When I cast my eye upon thee
casting a wry smile,veiling the feelings
conning my way through the rungs,
with a laden heart that still pangs
Vanquished memories bare their fangs
Is is what they say to be like
when there's none in your life?

Life's been whole lot different since then.In fact,never been better.